I'm Alive

Sorry about the long absence. Christmas was pretty crazy around my house. Family came in to town and we were responsible for having them over. I got some pretty cool stuff. Mostly from Target, one of my favorite stores.

I didn't really do anything for New Year's Eve. I spent the night at a friends' house and we just watched movies. My mom didn't want me out and about that night. I really thought going to Big D NYE would have been cool, but I didn't get to do that.

All the decorations are finally put away, so things are back to normal. I think I'm kind of a grinch when it comes to the holidays. I don't really get into the spirit until maybe a week before. This year I didn't really have time. Before I knew it Christmas Eve had arrived. Getting older is so weird.

Everyone has been asking about my new year's resolution. I don't have one. I haven't had time to think about one. It's sad. Oh well. Thanks for all the comments when I ill, you guys are great!

Until next time, which will be sooner, rather than later.

-T

The Weakness in Me

Oh boy... today I feel so sick! I have been in bed most of the day. It has not been very fun at all. I felt this way some yesterday, too. I don't know what is going on!! I've hooked up an IV of Ginger Ale, maybe that will solve the problem...

Call Me When You Get This

So I want to thank all of you for your encouragement and advice when you commented to my last post.

Last night I heard from those two "friends." The first one called me and claimed he was not mad at me at all, but thought I was busy. Then he said something else that contracted his first claim- I think he realized that I was mad at him. This guy hates for people to be mad at him, but he is so easily angered it is ridiculous. He will get mad at me for stupid things all the time. I guess he was afraid I would univite him to the party. Which he would do if he was in my shoes.

When I heard from other person we didn't talk long, and then she had to get off the phone, but she acted like nothing was wrong. I did tell her that I didn't like how she hadn't taken my calls all week. She didn't really say anything about that.

Now nothing is really solved. I will talk to them again. Soon, I hope. I plan on telling them that I don't appreciate them acting like they can ask me to do things for them all the time, and then ditch me when I ask them to do something with me. I have been pretty upset the past few days about all of this. But today I woke up and I was in a better mood. I hope things calm down.

In Haygood news, I watched this years Christmas show on DVD. My mom had ordered it so I watched it the other day. If only I could be there. If only I could be the one Shawn was dating.... sigh....

All I Want For Christmas

So I have some friends who are being total flakes right now. The three of us were supposed to throw this huge party, right? But they both got busy, so I pretty much had to plan the whole thing on my own. Well this last week I haven't been able to talk to either one of them. They won't answer their phones when I call or write me back when I text them. It is so frustrating! I am mad because they think they should have say in the party, but the fact of the matter is- we're having it at my house, I had to plan it without them, so why do they think they have any say? Why are people so IMMATURE.

I know, I probably don't sound any better, venting about it on here. But these two people do this all the time. I am always supposed to drop whatever I am doing and go do whatever they want to do. But whenever I want to do something, they are both too busy. I am tired of that. I am tired of them.

Advice?

-T

What I've Done

Well, the last few weeks have been pretty busy. I have recently started a new job, I figured I would need to earn some money to buy Christmas gifts, and that has been going really great. I have also been helping deck out the house with all the decoration and lights and all of that pizazz. I really like Christmas, it's one of my favorite holidays. I think the best part is finding that perfect gift for someone. That gift that you know they will love. And then on Christmas morning, they open it up and they love it!! I also love the music. Except for this year. I don't know why. But for some reason all the Christmas carols on the radio have been getting on my nerves.

I found out last week that I won't be able to go to Branson after all for fan night. I'm really ticked about that. Family obligations and whatnot. That is so unfair. I wanted to finally go up there and see their Christmas show! Live and in person! I've never gotten to see it! Anyways. Maybe next time. Well, I have to go.

-T